half hour to go..

 ~ 20 - 10 - 2010.. 20th.. ~

my birthday is coming..

but, do not feel anything..

just like usual.. fuhhh..

one years again without someone..

without him..extra miss u.. haiz..

but, I do not want to talk about it now..

just make some wishes and pray..

God, thx for one years again you have protect me,,

be my side even sometimes I am not a good girl..

and thanks for ,,,

one years of happiness that You have given to me..

one years tears that teach me to be strong..

one years problems that make me more mature, even I'm not..

one years love that You give me, from everything You have given..

You and many persons You have sent into my life..

family, friends and people I love and people love me..

one years lessons and work that You trust in me..

one years music, one years view that I can see and hear from my body..

one years health.. so I still can live now..

one years time with my family,, my friends,, and else..

thx for everything..

and forgive me,,

for all I did in this years,,

too many times I hurt You..

disappointed You..

and forget You..

too many to write.. :(

and I hope,, 

I can be someone that bring a light in people live..

be useful for people and You..

teach me o Lord,, 

to be more wise in life,

to be a better person..

to be someone that have Your love,,

and I pray for some wishes,, just between You and me..^^

thx God for all,, Amen...