had u given thanks for what do u have today???

Ini adalah foto-foto ketika saia berkunjung ke yayasan SABAR ..
lokasinya di jalan Hangtuah ujung daerah kulim - pekanbaru..

ni jalan menuju ke daerah pemukiman mrk..

nah,, ini adalah foto perjalanan kesana..
tanah disana itu tanah merah,,
jadi klo hujan, daerah disana parah bgt,,
motor gag bs msuk apa lagi mobill..
pas kami pergi, motor bisa masuk,
dgn prepare jantung untuk yg gag biasa lwt jln gituan,,
<kmrn deg2n bgt dibonceng,,
jalannya mpir2 jatuh gt>>.<
cuman seru jg sih,, nambah pengalaman,, wkwkwkw...

sudahkah anda bsyukur, 
untuk transportasi dan jalan yg anda tempuh hari ini??
atau anda msi mengeluh, krn macet ato sdikit lubang di pjalanan anda??
LOOK and LEARN..

tempat kerja

ini adalah tmpt mrk bekerja,,

rata2 masyarakat disana bekerja sbagai pekerja batu bata..

kondisi atap kurang memadai, n gag da fasilitas apa2..

cuma bernaung atap dan alat seadanya..

Sudahkah anda bsyukur utk tmpt kerja anda??

ato mengeluh, karena AC mati atau kursi yang tidak nyaman??

LOOK and LEARN...

tampak luar rumah

ini tempat tinggal mereka,,
disinilah ruang tamu, kamar tidur, ruang kerja,
ruang makan, dapur, gudang,
perhatikan dasar bangunannya..
mereka tidur beralaskan bumi,, <baca: tanah>

tanpa semen atau batu, atau keramik..

Sudahkah anda bersyukur untuk tempat tinggal anda, untuk rumah dan tmpt berlindung n istirahat anda setiap hari?

atau anda msi mengeluh krn rumah anda kecil atau mengeluh krn kamar anda berantakan tnp anda membereskannya??

LOOK and LEARN..

ruangan dlm rumah

ini masih bagian rumahnya..
di belakang papan itu, disanalah letak dapur,,
can't imagine that.. >.<
mereka makan dengan seadanya.. apa yang ada, itulah yg mereka makan, dan kalau tidak ada.., ya tidak makan..
keseringan yg mrk makan itu ubi,. karena gaji mereka kdg2 ru diterima 2-3 bulan sekali.. dan bukan dalam jumlah yang besar.. :(
sudahkah anda bersyukur atas makanan yang anda terima hari ini????

anak-anak

ini adalah anak-anak yang tinggal disana..
dalam satu keluarga, biasanya ada 4-5 orang anak..
n mereka mulai sekolah , SD kelas satu ketika berumur 10 thn..
n sekolah mrk mulai jam 9.. mau tau alasannya??
karena untuk bersekolah, mrk harus jalan kaki sekitar 1 jam untuk sampai ke sekolah mereka.. n mrk sangat semangat untuk ke sekolah setiap hari..

sudahkah anda bersyukur untuk pendidikan yg anda dapatkan??
atau anda masih mengeluh karena byk'nya tugas n ujian yang anda hadapi?
apakah anda masih setengah hati menjalani studi anda??
LOOK THEM and LEARN...

keluarga

anak-anak yang lebih besar, harus menjaga dan merawat adik-adiknya, sehingga orang tuanya dapat bekerja..

pakaian mrk hanya seadanya, n mereka msi bersyukur untuk apa yg mereka punya hari ini..
senyum mrk membuat kita tersadar,
sudahkah kita bersyukurr akan hidup kita?
berkat yang Tuhan beri pada kita??
LOOK and LEARN..

tampak luar rumah

last,, ini foto rumah mereka dari kejauhan..
silahkan liat dari apa rumah ini dibangun, beratapkan apa dan ukurannya..
silahkan skala-in sendiri,,
berapa kira2 ukuran rumahnya..
apakah sebesar kamar anda? ruang tamu anda?
atau lebih kecil dr itu??
perhatikan,, ini bukan sebuah ruangan buat mereka,,
tapi sebuah RUMAH..






Last,, bersyukurlah senantiasa akan hidupmu<1 Tes 5 : 18>, akan berkat yang Tuhan berikan kepadamu,,
Buka mata, hati dan pikiranmu dan perhatikanlah orang lain..
banyak orang yg lbih kesusahan, lebih tidak berkecukupan dibandingkan kita..
tapi mereka masi bersyukur, atas apa yang mereka punya..
masi menghargai hidup mereka..
HOW ABOUT YOU???

nice day trip..-171110-

mskiipun saat malam sebelumnya perasaan kacau bgt .. < sedih, kecewa, marah dsb.. T.T>
but, gw blajar sesuatu,, utk mengingat FT di saat apa pun,,
n gw teringat 2 tim 2 : 7.. Tuhan akan memberi pengertian kepadamu tentang segala sesuatu..
cukup membuat gw bpikir kmbali,, n menenangkan.. ^^
gw blajar bwt bpikir positif.. mgkn dy punya ssuatu yg dipikirkan,
n gw gag perlu think too much or hurt with this..
TERSERAH lu.. in fact, i'm tired with this..
mgkn gw mank bukan org baik di matamu,,
n jujur, gw gag ngerti jalan pikir lu..
3 times.. nice steps...

today,, hiking ma teens... :)
anak2 yg menyenangkan,,
n gw mrasa, tnyata dulu gw gitu jg ya..
hahahha.. <merasa tua skrg..>
yah,, gw rindu bs pelayanan lg di teens..
and I know, God is working..
n I just need to wait,
what He wants from my life..

nah.. ini pemandangan yg pling gw suka..<tgu gw edit ya..>
cakep bgt.. ijoo.. seger..ada embun2nya..
like this.. :-bd

di spjang pjalanan.. gw mcoba mrasakan alam..
n tnyata seger bgt, ketika kita menutup mata,
n mrasakan suara2 alam,, udara segar..
tak terungkapkan dg kata2..
n ketika kita buka mata,,
spanjang kita melihat,, smua pohon2..
How amazing You Lord... :)

n last thing I feel...
canda tawa bsama anak2 remaja..
seru bgt ketika kita memfokuskan diri
pada apa yg kita kerjakan..
wktu2 yg kita lewati..
tnpa memikirkan mslh.. <agak lari dr kenyataan kah?? hahaha>

but, guys,,
gw bangga ma klian.. :)
still grow and grow in Him..
hold His hand, and He is going to show u..
His love.. :)
pray for all of u.... JL us.. :)

答應不愛你 – 鄭中基,, a song from you.. and I feel it so with u.. T.T

明明愛很清晰 卻又接受分離 - ming ming ai hen qing xi  que you jie shou fen li

It is obvious that our love was clear, but we have to accept separation.

我只剩思念的權利 - wo zhi sheng si nian de quan li

I’m only left with the right to reminisce.

難過還來不及 愛早已融入呼吸 - nan guo hai lai bu ji  ai zao yi rong ru hu xi

I haven’t had the time to feel sadness. Love has made its way into my breath.

不存在的存在心底 - bu cun zai de cun zai xin di

What doesn’t exist, exists at the bottom of the heart.

雖然很努力 練習著忘記 - sui ran hen nu li  lian xi zhe wang ji

Although I am working hard at trying to forget

我的心卻還沒答應可以放棄了你 - wo de xin que hai mei da ying ke yi fang qi le ni

My heart has not agreed to give up on you.

真的對不起 答應了你不再愛你 - zhen de dui bu qi  da ying le ni bu zai ai ni

I’m really sorry. I promised not to love you again.

我卻還沒答應我自己 - wo que hai mei da ying wo zi ji

But I have not promised myself

明明愛很清晰 卻要接受分離 - ming ming ai hen qing xi  que yao jie shou fen li

 It was obvious that our love was clear, but we have to accept separation.

我只剩思念的權利 - wo zhi sheng si nian de quan li

I’m only left with the right to reminisce.

難過還來不及 就讓愛融入空氣 - nan guo hai lai bu ji  jiu rang ai rong ru kong qi

I haven’t had the time to feel sadness. Let love melt into the air.

不存在的存在心底 - bu cun zai de cun zai xin di

What doesn’t exist, exists at the bottom of the heart.

說好要忘記 偏偏又想起 - shuo hao yao wang ji  pian pian you xiang qi

It was agreed to be forgotten, but yet I unwittingly remember again.

原來我的心還沒有答應放棄了你 - yuan lai wo de xin hai mei you da ying fang qi le ni

It is clear that my heart has not agreed to give up on you.

真的對不起 雖然曾經答應了你 - zhen de dui bu qi  sui ran ceng jing da ying le ni

I’m really sorry that although I promised you

我卻還沒答應我自己 - wo que hai mei da ying wo zi ji

I have not promised myself.

卻又如何真的不愛你 - que you ru he zhen de bu ai ni

How could I really not love you?

hope one day u'll know my feeling this date..

congrat'z for your graduation ..

wish u always health, happy n success in life..

~231010~

half hour to go..

 ~ 20 - 10 - 2010.. 20th.. ~

my birthday is coming..

but, do not feel anything..

just like usual.. fuhhh..

one years again without someone..

without him..extra miss u.. haiz..

but, I do not want to talk about it now..

just make some wishes and pray..

God, thx for one years again you have protect me,,

be my side even sometimes I am not a good girl..

and thanks for ,,,

one years of happiness that You have given to me..

one years tears that teach me to be strong..

one years problems that make me more mature, even I'm not..

one years love that You give me, from everything You have given..

You and many persons You have sent into my life..

family, friends and people I love and people love me..

one years lessons and work that You trust in me..

one years music, one years view that I can see and hear from my body..

one years health.. so I still can live now..

one years time with my family,, my friends,, and else..

thx for everything..

and forgive me,,

for all I did in this years,,

too many times I hurt You..

disappointed You..

and forget You..

too many to write.. :(

and I hope,, 

I can be someone that bring a light in people live..

be useful for people and You..

teach me o Lord,, 

to be more wise in life,

to be a better person..

to be someone that have Your love,,

and I pray for some wishes,, just between You and me..^^

thx God for all,, Amen...

look at another side..

hidup di dunia, dan berinteraksi dengan orang banyak..

sering kali kita terluka,, dan mungkin terkadang berselisih

mungkin kadang bertengkar..

meski kita tak ingin,,

meski kita tak berharap untuk saling menyakiti

orang yang kita sayangi..

seringkali,, kita seharusnya ingat..

bahwa masing2 orang, punya sudut pandang yg berbeda..

dan seringkali kita selalu terfokus pada 'aku', 'aku' , 'aku'..

  aku sudah berjuang..

  aku sudah berkorban..

  aku yang paling benar..

  aku yang paling tersakiti..

  aku yang paling terluka. .

  aku . . aku . . aku . . aku . . 

tapi sadarkah kita??

mungkin orang lain lbih tersakiti daripada kita..

dengan kata2 kita, dengan perbuatan kita..

mgkn hal yang orang lain lakukan,, 

bukan sengaja menyakiti kita??

percayakah anda,, bahwa org tersebut punya kasih untuk anda??

dan anda ada di hatinya dalam suatu posisi??

dan bila anda percaya,, 

mungkinkah org tsb akan sengaja menyakiti anda??

mungkin yg anda lihat adalah kertas putih

dan yg dy lihat adalah kertas hitam..

bagaimanakah anda bs sling memahami jika demikian??

suatu ilustrasi mengatakan..

ketika anda berdiri berhadapan dengan seseorang,

maka anda tidak akan menemukan satu titik pun yang sama dengan orang tersebut..

namun ketika anda berpindah,, berdiri di sampingnya dengan dekat..

dan anda akan melihat seperti apa yang dia lihat 

dan anda pun akan mengerti ^^

Si Idiot

Seseorang menyebut anda idiot. 
Maka Anda mulai berpikir,
"Bagaimana mereka bisa menyebutku idiot?
Mereka tak berhak menyebutku idiot!
Betapa kassarnya menyebutku idiot!
Akan kubalas mereka karena telah menyebutku idiot!"


Dan sadarkah Anda,
bahwa Anda telah membiarkan mereka 
begitu saja menyebut Anda sebagai IDIOT sebanyak empat kali lagi!


Setiap kali Anda ingat apa yang telah mereka katakan, 
berarti Anda mengizinkan mereka menyebut Anda idiot.
Di sinilah letak masalahnya.


Jika seseorang menyebut Anda idiot
dan dengan segera Anda membiarkannya berlalu,
maka ejekan tersebut tidak akan mengusik Anda.
Di sinilah letak solusinya.


Mengapa membiarkan orang lailn mengendalikan kebahagiaan dalam diri Anda??


from : Si Cacing dan Kotoran Kesayangannya 
by AJAHN BRAHM <dg sdikit editan..>

LISTENING my mom..

tdi siang.. dgr2 mama crita soal gmn kehidupan ketika membesarkan anak..
sedikit berat mendengarnya,, karna gw ndiri gag mrasa sudah menjadi anak yang baik..
mesti jujur,, i'm trying,, but not try the best sih.. >.<


mm,, bener sih apa kata mama..
anak2 dibesarkan dengan cinta kasih yg besar..
dilahirkan dengan taruhan nyawa..
ketika sakit,, dirawat dengan penuh kasih..
sampai rela gag tidur,,
ikut susah ketika anak2 susah n kesakitan..
ikut senang ketika anak2 tertawa n bermain..
membimbingnya ketika dy belajar,,
menjaganya agar tidak terjatuh..
sabar ketika dia nakal..
n bahagia ketika perkembangan2 kecil nampak pada anaknya..


n, pantaskah para ibu,, mendapatkan perlakuan yg tidak layak dari anak2na..
ketika para ibu dimarahi oleh anaknya,,
ketika nasehat n perhatian orang tua dianggap bising..


jujur,, terkadang ada masa2 dimana gw mrasa berbeda pendapat dgn mom,,
n kadang sampai membuat kita bertengkar..
n ketika saat itu,, gw gag sadar.. gw uda melukai beliau..
n ketika itu,, gw gag ingat, seberapa besar pengorbanan beliau..


for all,,
terbayangkah kita,, apa yg dirasakan beliau, ketika kita melawan?
terbayangkah seperti apa sakit n kecewanyaa???




mom,, mgkn byk persepsi yg gag cocok diantara kita..
and gw tau gag selamanya gw bener,, and gag slamanya jg mom bner..
but, whatever is it..
i will trying to not hurt your heart..


PS. mom.. I love u..

flora and fauna in vacation 270910 - 041010

foto2 bunga yang ada di kebun strawberry - Bandung

foto- foto di seaworld - Jakarta

foto - foto di taman safari - bogor

ketika melihat ciptaanNya,, ku berseru di dalam hati..

How amazing You Lord..

Ku teringat ketika melihat dan terkesima dengan bangunan yang indah buatan tangan manusia,,

mempertanyakan bagaimana arsitektur bangunan ini, sepintar apa manusia menciptakannya sedemikian..

Namun, ku diingatkan..

dengan karyaNya yang ajaib..

Dia menciptakan dunia,,

menciptakan pepohonan, bunga, hewan-hewan,,

bahkan kamu dan saya..

dengan setiap organ, dengan setiap fungsi..

hingga ke bagian terkecil.. Dia ciptakan..

How amazing You Lord.. 

The Starfish Story

While walking along a beach, an elderly gentleman saw someone in the distance leaning down, picking something up and throwing it into the ocean.

As he got closer, he noticed that the figure was that of a young man, picking up starfish one by one and tossing each one gently back into the water.

He came closer still and called out, "Good morning! May I ask what it is that you are doing?"

The young man paused, looked up, and replied "Throwing starfish into the ocean."

The old man smiled, and said, "I must ask, then, why are you throwing starfish into the ocean?"

To this, the young man replied, "The sun is up and the tide is going out. If I don't throw them in, they'll die."

Upon hearing this, the elderly observer commented, "But, young man, do you not realize that there are miles and miles of beach and there are starfish all along every mile? You can't possibly make a difference!"

The young man listened politely. Then he bent down, picked up another starfish, threw it into the back into the ocean past the breaking waves and said, "It made a difference for that one."

x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x

This story has been circulated around the web in many versions, usually with no mention of author. It is said to be paraphrased from "The Star Thrower" by Loren Eiseley, 1907 - 1977.

Too Busy for a Friend...

 One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

        Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

        It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

       That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

       On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments.

      No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

      Several years later, one of the students was killed in VietNam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

      The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

      As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.'

     After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

     'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

       Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

       'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.'

        All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'

       Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.'

       'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'

       Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'

        That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

                    The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

                    So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

                    And One Way To Accomplish This Is: Forward this message on. If you do not send it, you will have, once again passed up the wonderful opportunity to do something nice and beautiful. But it's up to U to fwd this one.

                    If you've received this, it is because someone cares for you and it means there is probably at least someone for whom you care.

                    If you're 'too busy' to take those few minutes right now to forward this message on, would this be the VERY first time you didn't do that little thing that would make a difference in your relationships?

                    The more people that you send this to, the better you'll be at reaching out to those you care about.

                    Remember, you reap what you sow. What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own.

May Your Day Be Blessed As Special As You

I am blind,, pliz help..

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: ‘I am blind, please help.‘ There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, ‘Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?’

The man said, ‘I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.’
What he had written was: ‘Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.‘

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, ‘Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness…. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.’

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling…
And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!! 

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